i guess my blog is officially dead again...but well...i'm afterall nt those kind of ppl who can think of things to write frequently...

Anw i was juz kind of inspired after readin my 2nd bro's blog and stuff which i juz found frm somewhere...i juz realised how much of a stranger we are...the things i thot of him doesnt seem dat right anymore. he toks abt his plan to buy my parents a condo and to bring them to many countries. isnt dat real nice? its really nice...kind of feel guilty abt my behaviour and attitudes towards him all this while.

Also shockingly found some same feelings and thoughts between us. i guess a 3 room flat wif 5 person in it really stresses ppl huh plus stubborn parents...a family nt so close but somehow tryin to get closer. Are we really suppose to feel fortunate alrdy...i guess so rite...hvin a home, a place to go back to, a family ard u even though nt much interaction exist....guess i shld learn to b more appreciative bfore its too late.

Suddenly i find my bro quite a wonderful guy. but i also feel it seems too late to wan to get closer to him...its juz awkward...afterall...it took me 20 yrs to get to see his real other side of him...a wonderful side i would say...and a side full of his own troubles...like real troubles...even readin them makes me feel real emo.

I guess a person cant escape encounterin regrets in life rite.

I decided to get a bday present for him for his bday next mth. when i realised also...i didnt get him any present bfore....nt once in my life....tell ppl we are bro and sis...i think no one would believe...

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