Thursday, April 23, 2009 Y
I found out y i was so sian and stone alot even after wrk and even when i thot i was ok wif hvin lunch alone..its bcos i didnt tok much during wrk...dats y it makes me even more dun feel like tokin after wrk...but i think things r getting better bah haha takes time to get use to things...i juz realised ystd during wrk mayb i didnt say more than 30words? haha cos mostly i only say orh..ok...orh..ok..when ppl tell me to do wrk...dats mostly when i open my mouth..if nt i hv got nt much chance to tok at all...hmm ok...nvm i will get use to this mann...yes i will...its nt dat bad afterall...haha at least someone managed to call me and tok awhile...appreciate it alot haha
hongsiew :)
`9:48 PM;
Little Memories Of The Past
Little Memories Of The Past
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 Y
Smhow i felt quite gloomy and emo and lonely after lunch today..but i thot i was ok wif hving lunch alone le...mayb deep dwn inside i still cant get used to it bah..or mayb bcos i keep seeing ppl goin lunch in grps or hvin ppl to acc them so i juz felt v lonely..thinkin mayb the whole company only i go lunch alone other than the supervisors...1 hr of lunch time everyday isnt dat easy to pass when u r alone..although i am nt exactly alone at wrkplace..but anw i ended up stonin alot today...stone until i miss my bus twice in a row cos i didnt see them comin and end up takin 1 and half hrs to reach hm when i usually take only abt 40min to reach hm...ah nvm..i will get use to this de....i guess this is how life shld b...things would nt always go as how u like it to b...hopefully i get my cheerful back....
hongsiew :/
`9:07 PM;
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Little Memories Of The Past
Saturday, April 18, 2009 Y
Hmm here to update haha first..the sociology interview...the writing test was juz like a comprehension test haha a passage and 2 qns..den came the 1 to 1 interview and mine was a china lecturer speakin angmo to me..soooo u all can imagine how i felt rite?! i had difficulty hearing at dat point of time haha anw he ask me...
china lecturer : do u read eng newspaper?
me : err...no...the most only watch channel news asia every mornin when i go to wrk on the tv mobile
china lecturer : oh ok..gdgd...erm den do u read eng story bk?
me : err...no...i read chinese story bks...
china lecturer : oh ic..gdgd...erm y did u get a grade D for ur gp? do u speak eng often?
me : ermm....i speak chinese more often...
few mins later...
china lecturer : hmmm frm ur background..actually ur chance of gettin in our course is nt v high...
This is sooo crap mannn...fine lorrrr i admit i'm chi-na cannn..i'm so nt angmo pai..
Anw..ystd went clarke quay crazy elephant wif ber justi darwin and raheel haha hmm dunno wat to comment..quite ok lar haha photos still wif ber...today went to visit the new shoppin mall at tampines..called tampines 1..its really v crowded there lor went to visit uni qlo wah muz queue to go in de lor haha visited kaili wrkin there...hmm the place quite cool lar oh den went to eat the super nice meatballs at ikea! hahaha
Aiyo..hate goin wrk now...dread thinkin i hv to eat lunch alone...hate sittin there and stone alone...or sit there and type alone..i noe this might nt seem a big deal to some ppl but it is somehow to me..think mayb its bcos i'm too used to hvin acc of other temp staffs..hvin acc for lunch time and to chat abit when at wrk..walk to bus stop..seriously..if u let me stone too much or being alone too much for a day..i will b v moody and stone alot for the rest of the day..hopefully i wun bcome like this..but i think i will...ok mayb i shld stop complainin and grow up to b independent rite? ok i will try to bear wif this and get use to this....haha but if anyone free can sms me and keep me occupied or better come dwn acc me eat lunch hahhaa
hongsiew :)
`11:54 PM;
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Little Memories Of The Past
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 Y
Smtimes we shldnt hv any expectations so dat we wouldnt hv any disappointment...makes sense rite...but we juz cant help but hv expectations at times..at this point of time we may think realistically...den we would realise actually we shldnt hv those unrealistic expectations and so we shldnt feel disappointed..but this is where there is conflict between realistic and emotions..so wats the conclusion? i hv no idea haha
Anw today goin for ntu sociology interview and writing test..haiz super scared and uneasy lar...i hate interviews bcos i will stammer and cant think properly and speak properly on the spot..i hope its 1 to 1 interview and not grp interview..if nt i will stammer like shit and nervous like dunno wat..oh mann hopefully everythin turns out well...
Smhow i feel like quitting..any job offers or space inform me? den i jump over haha
hongsiew :/
`9:14 AM;
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Little Memories Of The Past
Saturday, April 4, 2009 Y
Here to update the events! Firstly is newyork newyork wif ber & justi quite a long time ago haha
me!
ber wif a v retarded pose hahaha
ber :)
justi :)Next! Is my bday celebrations! hahaha Justi & ber prepared a suprise for me! Treasure hunt! haha First time got ppl do this for me! I really really love it & appreciate it! Hope i will hv this kind of thing again haha they placed my flowers wif notes to lead me to each step den finally to my present haha it was fun! Although the flowers they bought were for ppl to bai bai one...erm this part was abit like..erhem..i held the flowers whole day walkin ard lettin ppl stare..thinkin i'm goin to bai qing ming jie lorrr hahaha they v blur lar go buy this kind of flowers! but still v cute lar haha
ber writing the notes
justi wif the flowers
note for first step 
last step
preparing...
me wif my treasures! :)
A dress for my present! haha
ber & justi thks alot! :)
they seriously look like flowers for qing ming jie rite?!
dinner at TCC at clarke quay ..nice leh their spaghetti
Had dessert at one dessert shop at clarke quay..super nice! & ex haha
Oh & had manhattan fish market for one of my bday cele for the first time :)
Another meal was a jap restarant in taka..hmm v disappointed for their dessert..look super temptin & nice but eat le...erm...disappointed...but anw went to eat wif peixian! Another dress for present haha a dress which she & i both smhow dun really noe how it shld b worn! hahaha
the dessert set which cost $8.80! freakin disappointed & ex sia!
Another bday cele was wif my jc clique at 're ben chun' ! haha had fun wif them..after dat we went clarke quay sat at riverside & chat! It was real nice to chat & sit tgt wif them! AND I HAD ANOTHER HUGE ELMO SOFT TOY for present frm them! AIYO...my beloved frends...look here hor...DUN BUY ANY ELMO STUFF FOR ME LE! cos i got enuf le! haha BUT still thks alot for the elmo..i still appreciate it! :) btw its the 3rd huge elmo soft toy for me le...oh mann..if anyone buy elmo stuff for me again i will throw it back to u! hahah kiddin larAnw had fun wif all my frends! Thks alot to those who wished me thru sms too! Appreciate dat! i love u all long long ~ :D
hongsiew :D
`10:06 AM;
Little Memories Of The Past
Little Memories Of The Past