Friday, May 29, 2009 Y
Hello! Hahaha many things happened..gd and bad..mayb more of bad bah haha but nvm..currently rottin at hm cos i am jobless and quite lazy to find job now..aiyo..sian...smtimes i juz miss the past days in sch..dun nid to worry abt soo many things...but life is like this i guess..anw smthin i learnt recently...dun prepare urself for smthings too early...or even..dun prepare urself for it at all..cos when things dun turn out as how u prepared urself for it..dats when all the confuse,disppointment sink in...yep...lesson learnt...haha anw dat day when i went back ny for the drama nite..alot memories came back..haiz really miss those days..anw drama was nt bad ahha went mostly bcos to support my er zi/si han! haha
chialin, amanda, me and sihan!
hongsiew :)
`10:29 AM;
Little Memories Of The Past
Little Memories Of The Past
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 Y
These days the most common thing i say to myself is " i'm findin trouble for myself..no one to blame"..i also kept tellin myself things are nt dat bad..actually there r these things which r gd enuf alrdy...i found myself kept tryin to find reasons and excuses to convince myself dat things r nt dat bad...smtimes i really think things are nt dat bad..cos there r always gd and bad for everythin...but smhow i juz find the bad is overwhelming....i thot my tolerance level is high..but i juz found out this is nt the case..the fact is i juz tolerate everythin..and everythin juz builds up inside..terrible amt of things...things dat i thot i forgot but actually its in some dark corner of my mind...i'm juz totally silly enuf to go in and even silly enuf nt to come out..or shld say silly enuf nt to b able to come out of it myself..
hongsiew
`8:28 PM;
Little Memories Of The Past
Little Memories Of The Past
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 Y
Hmm i'm finally gonna quit my job..i think when most of my frends hear this they will cfm b like ''waseh! FINALLY arh! see u soo tired and so diff to take leave nv rest de! faster quit lar!'' haha anw hmm most prob next wk shall b my last wk liao..woah come to think of it..i wrk this job 4mths le! 4 freakin mths sia..longest stay at a job dat i hv wrk before...mann but everytime when i look at the pay i abit juz dun feel like quittin..esp when i see last mth's pay...mannn..but still i'm tired..so think i shall juz give myself a break liao..mayb i will juz find some slacker jobs on and off..if nt juz slack at hm lo...haha anw office is really full of politics...scary how a person can change faces dat fast...backstabbin and stuff..juz makes me wonder will i become like them next time when i really go out and wrk...hmm mayb bah haha...
hongsiew :)
`9:12 PM;
Little Memories Of The Past
Little Memories Of The Past
Saturday, May 9, 2009 Y
Smtimes i juz cant help but hate the fact dat i am in this family...really...y cant u all grown-ups b nice to each other and gif me some peace here...i'm sick and tired seeing u all like this...cant everyone juz b less stubborn and b nice and understandin to each other? i juz hope to live my life in a less tiring way...wats wif the stubborness mann...gif me a break...a grown-up actin like a kid...i dun see how this is goin anywhere...lets juz see how things will go wif ur stubborness and dignity...juz gif me some peace..really...
hongsiew
`11:57 PM;
Little Memories Of The Past
Little Memories Of The Past