I thot i was feelin better..and no matter how much i dun wan to admit..i'm still nt feelin any much better some how...

Feel so tired..so heavy...so emo...cant focus at all...stonin alot..no energy at all...no mood at all...no appetite at all..amazingly over these few days i hv been eatin v little..almost like only one meal a day or even lesser..sometimes hungry but juz dun feel like eatin at all..feel v sick & tired..some times even feel like vomittin..dunno exactly wats wrong wif me...mayb i'm juz tired..and i'm really nt stressed by study..and this kind of mood hv been on and off...and my whole body is aching like dunno wat..obvious its bcos of the long hr of bball..but i dun regret playin anw

Haiz i seriously hate this..i dun like to b so distracted..so i'm tryin hard to get myself out of this stupid state..i thot i nid to tok to someone..or my frends actually..to make myself feel better..but yet i also dun really feel like tokin at all..sometimes i wan to tok but no one has time to listen..and i dun blame them...my frends hv helped me alot..i noe i hv to rearrange myself..ya i noe...i guess only i can pick myself up..and i noe i hv to..this is nt the time for me to fall dwn..although i dunno y i fell dwn..

I dun like to let my mood influence my frends..i dun wan to trouble them..everyone is busy..wif A lvl and their own stuff..everyone has their own prob too..i dun wan to trouble my frends..so i noe i shldnt remain like a stupid emo kid..nt as if i'm the only one wif troubles...so i shld pick myself up..yea i shld...so dun worry..seriously... everyone dun worry abt me...i will b back on track soon...real soon..i will make sure of this myself...

and i miss the pebbles...miss u all alot..

oh and juz to add in..i juz bathe and when i was bathing..suddenly my neighbour in the toilet started singin song..it was indeed loud and clear..nt to say abit off tune..but guess wats the great song she sang..the ans is ...S'pore nat'l athem...i didnt noe i had such patriotic neighbour mann..hahaha amazingly cheered me up without any reason..thks mann my patriotic neighbour...

hongsiew :)

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