Wednesday, June 17, 2009 Y
I think i am easily affected..v easily affected by others or things in my mood..u bad mood i also bad mood or worried..u sad i also sad or emo...u angry i might b angry too or scared and worried..esp if u r close to me...den u will totally affect me in every way...dats kinda bad i think hahaha aiyo i'm juz a silly emokid...think its true i actually nid more water nt more food..its to cure my hopeless tap which always runs loose...haha
Anw off to a cruise trip...be back on fri..anythin juz sms me! haha i will see it asap...take care and i will miss my lg lots! u take care too! :D
hongsiew :)
`4:50 PM;
Little Memories Of The Past
Little Memories Of The Past
Friday, May 29, 2009 Y
Hello! Hahaha many things happened..gd and bad..mayb more of bad bah haha but nvm..currently rottin at hm cos i am jobless and quite lazy to find job now..aiyo..sian...smtimes i juz miss the past days in sch..dun nid to worry abt soo many things...but life is like this i guess..anw smthin i learnt recently...dun prepare urself for smthings too early...or even..dun prepare urself for it at all..cos when things dun turn out as how u prepared urself for it..dats when all the confuse,disppointment sink in...yep...lesson learnt...haha anw dat day when i went back ny for the drama nite..alot memories came back..haiz really miss those days..anw drama was nt bad ahha went mostly bcos to support my er zi/si han! haha
chialin, amanda, me and sihan!
hongsiew :)
`10:29 AM;
Little Memories Of The Past
Little Memories Of The Past
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 Y
These days the most common thing i say to myself is " i'm findin trouble for myself..no one to blame"..i also kept tellin myself things are nt dat bad..actually there r these things which r gd enuf alrdy...i found myself kept tryin to find reasons and excuses to convince myself dat things r nt dat bad...smtimes i really think things are nt dat bad..cos there r always gd and bad for everythin...but smhow i juz find the bad is overwhelming....i thot my tolerance level is high..but i juz found out this is nt the case..the fact is i juz tolerate everythin..and everythin juz builds up inside..terrible amt of things...things dat i thot i forgot but actually its in some dark corner of my mind...i'm juz totally silly enuf to go in and even silly enuf nt to come out..or shld say silly enuf nt to b able to come out of it myself..
hongsiew
`8:28 PM;
Little Memories Of The Past
Little Memories Of The Past
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 Y
Hmm i'm finally gonna quit my job..i think when most of my frends hear this they will cfm b like ''waseh! FINALLY arh! see u soo tired and so diff to take leave nv rest de! faster quit lar!'' haha anw hmm most prob next wk shall b my last wk liao..woah come to think of it..i wrk this job 4mths le! 4 freakin mths sia..longest stay at a job dat i hv wrk before...mann but everytime when i look at the pay i abit juz dun feel like quittin..esp when i see last mth's pay...mannn..but still i'm tired..so think i shall juz give myself a break liao..mayb i will juz find some slacker jobs on and off..if nt juz slack at hm lo...haha anw office is really full of politics...scary how a person can change faces dat fast...backstabbin and stuff..juz makes me wonder will i become like them next time when i really go out and wrk...hmm mayb bah haha...
hongsiew :)
`9:12 PM;
Little Memories Of The Past
Little Memories Of The Past
Saturday, May 9, 2009 Y
Smtimes i juz cant help but hate the fact dat i am in this family...really...y cant u all grown-ups b nice to each other and gif me some peace here...i'm sick and tired seeing u all like this...cant everyone juz b less stubborn and b nice and understandin to each other? i juz hope to live my life in a less tiring way...wats wif the stubborness mann...gif me a break...a grown-up actin like a kid...i dun see how this is goin anywhere...lets juz see how things will go wif ur stubborness and dignity...juz gif me some peace..really...
hongsiew
`11:57 PM;
Little Memories Of The Past
Little Memories Of The Past
Thursday, April 23, 2009 Y
I found out y i was so sian and stone alot even after wrk and even when i thot i was ok wif hvin lunch alone..its bcos i didnt tok much during wrk...dats y it makes me even more dun feel like tokin after wrk...but i think things r getting better bah haha takes time to get use to things...i juz realised ystd during wrk mayb i didnt say more than 30words? haha cos mostly i only say orh..ok...orh..ok..when ppl tell me to do wrk...dats mostly when i open my mouth..if nt i hv got nt much chance to tok at all...hmm ok...nvm i will get use to this mann...yes i will...its nt dat bad afterall...haha at least someone managed to call me and tok awhile...appreciate it alot haha
hongsiew :)
`9:48 PM;
Little Memories Of The Past
Little Memories Of The Past
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 Y
Smhow i felt quite gloomy and emo and lonely after lunch today..but i thot i was ok wif hving lunch alone le...mayb deep dwn inside i still cant get used to it bah..or mayb bcos i keep seeing ppl goin lunch in grps or hvin ppl to acc them so i juz felt v lonely..thinkin mayb the whole company only i go lunch alone other than the supervisors...1 hr of lunch time everyday isnt dat easy to pass when u r alone..although i am nt exactly alone at wrkplace..but anw i ended up stonin alot today...stone until i miss my bus twice in a row cos i didnt see them comin and end up takin 1 and half hrs to reach hm when i usually take only abt 40min to reach hm...ah nvm..i will get use to this de....i guess this is how life shld b...things would nt always go as how u like it to b...hopefully i get my cheerful back....
hongsiew :/
`9:07 PM;
Little Memories Of The Past
Little Memories Of The Past